Truth stranger than fiction

"Cherish the feeling while it lasts, and let it goes on with time"

It is the most intriguing quote from him that I don't think I'll ever forget. If only it were that easy...

Was it easy for him?

I haven't got over him yet. I hate to admit it but yes, I haven't but I'm working on it and I think I'm doing a good job. In fact, this blog is the first step towards my goal...

I'm sick of lies, of perfection, of not-so-important worries....which cannot leave my mind alone. Before starting this new blog, I have never been truthful even to myself. I wrote only to satisfy others with the beauty of words, I wrote only to tell ridiculous lies of being perfectly OKAY despite of every awful things I've went through - which surprisingly, were found believable to some people. I wrote only to hide the truths, to conceal myself from the cruel real world; but i'm tired. I long to jump out and feel the air and let the others see me, just the way I am...

So I'm not gonna pretend as if I've found my way out of Sahara desert or the polaris to lead me home from a middle of nowhere. In fact, I'm still walking in what seems to be a never-ending-tunnel...I can't wait to be once again reunited with the forest, the river..the wind..where I can run freely under the ceiling of earth...