trouble

Concentration, ambition and motivation are the three factors which I found really hard to deal with. Lately, I seemed to have found myself hard to concentrate upon even the simplest matter in life. My mind got carried away on its own accord and never fails to send fake images of sweet alluring, imaginary Mr.Right. All thanks to the Korean serial drama "Boys over flowers".

Almost every girls dream about meeting their other selves or the so called "soul mates". It is my theory that only when they do, or when they think they do, that they will proceed with their dreams. At least, this is what's happening to me. I cannot stop daydreaming about the stupid goo jun pyo and study properly. Actually I did. Only I knew I did not fully concentrate on my bio paper today T T..God, tell me how to stop daydreaming!

Concentration however, may also be clouded by fear, worries, confusion and so on and so forth. I am now, like a homeless bird. Keeps on flying and flying above the infinite ocean without a tree to land on - I'm simply at lost, and very tired. I'm just not that sort of woman who can do everything all by themselves ; but I'm forced to be one. What to do? Instead of putting my hope on gun jan di, or Bella, or tsukushi , or yan xiang qin, I better start finding THE tree myself. But how could that be logical? Finding the right tree from an ocean of similar looking trees? Therefore, I still think it's better to concentrate on being the right girl instead.